Dear Kay, Good morning. I love you. I miss you terribly and I am still here like I promised. I hope that you are doing okay, and I hope that today is the day that we can talk and at least reconnect a little bit. I miss your voice.  I’ve been thinking a lot since…

Dear Kay, Good morning. I love you and I miss you. I am here, just like I promised. Today, I attended a rebuilding and earning trust workshop. It was one of the most eye opening exercises that I’ve completed since I started this journey. There was a lot discussed, but many of the points were…

Dear Kay, I love you. I miss you. I am thinking of you, and I am here just as I promised.  Today, Matt encouraged me to work on expanding my guilt beyond the terrible situation that transpired to cause us this pain. While it may sound counterintuitive at first, the goal was to try to…

Dear Kay, This morning, I tried to meditate and balance myself. I spent a lot of time thinking about you. I hope that you are okay and working through some of this in your mind. I wish that I could remind you of how much that I love you, and how beautiful you are. I…

Dear Kay, I did not get the chance to ask you to be my valentine today. That killed me. I am missing you terribly and thinking of you every minute of every hour. Distractions don’t work. I just sit here. I haven’t heard from you for another day. The silence is just destroying me. I…

Dear Kay, Today has been hard. I am feeling a deep level of despair and pain knowing that I may have lost you for good. The silence is deafening and while I know that you need it in order to help protect yourself, it is destroying me slowly.  I spoke to your parents earlier today.…